Kailey Swanson

John 18:25-27

Tuesday, March 27

Sometimes owning your faith can be difficult, especially when you are not around like-minded individuals, as is the case with Peter. He is scared of what people will think of him, or do to him if they know he is a follower of Jesus. So, he lies and denies it on multiple occasions.

This passage got me thinking about the ways in which I deny my faith, which I have done and I'm sure everyone has done at some point, because none of us are perfect in our faith.

One instance came to mind. This hockey season, as an exercise in team bonding, each player was asked to share a story about something that has positively influenced their life. Even though I know there are so many positive things in my life, I was having a hard time thinking of a specific one. I asked my mom for help and her first suggestion was to talk about something at church. My immediate answer was "No!" and when she asked why, I really wasn't sure. I have had so many great experiences through Roseville Lutheran that have definitely changed my life for the better, so why didn't I want to share these amazing experiences with my team?

As I gave it more thought, I realized I have more in common with Peter than I would care to admit. I am scared of being judged or making others who don't have the same beliefs as me feel uncomfortable. But what I failed to take into account, is that by not sharing the significant part of my life, I am denying myself and others the full extent of God's love. And, by not owning my faith, I am not helping others to share in His great love.

Questions for reflection:

• When do you find yourself denying God?
• How can you take ownership of your faith?

Prayer:

Dear God, please help us to be confident in our faith in order to spread your love and guidance. Help us to not be afraid and trust that you will protect us. In your name we pray. Amen